Update: Summer Bucket List 2017

Summer is upon us. Say goodbye to sweaters and boots and hello to Vans and shorts. Last year, I posted a Summer Basket list. I know what you’re thinking, bucket list are for doing great things before you die. However I must admit, there is a lot to do before the good Lord calls me home, so here I go again with another list for summer. Let’s recap last years bucket list.

Last year, I had some pretty big things to do. One of which I almost accomplished. Question of the day, Did you know that it can take years before you actually get into the registration room to get tickets for Comic Con San Diego? I didn’t. So for now that is crossed off the list until further notice.

So now, I introduce my 2017 Bucket List for the Summer!

  1. Finish Batman: Arkham Knight video game
  2. Build my audience for my blog
  3. Finish my A.A.S program (I went back to school)
  4. Be the best I can be in Christ and in life

So far, I’m not reaching too many heights. I’m taking things slow and just want to find myself again. I feel at 26, you start reevaluating your life and wanting more than just a career and benefits. I want adventure but currently I am being content in all things. This list may be simpler than last year but I’m happy and finally understanding my purpose on earth and in Christ.

Much Love

So over Summer

When winter finally breaks and the leaves grow back on the trees, I can feel the summer in the air. The sun stays out longer and homework is nearly vanquished. Shorts and sandals are bought for the impending warm weather and sweaters and boots are long forgotten. What is it about summer that makes us happier. I know when summer comes people are happier, warmer even. But as of right now, I’m so over summer. I’m not a summer person. I love the cool, crisp weather of autumn and the changing of the leaves and the boots…oh how I love boots. Fall is my favorite time of year. Sure in the summer you can do more things. However in the fall we have apple picking, Thanksgiving and sweet potato pie. Fall decor isn’t so bad either. So in honour of the coming autumn season, I’ve complied a list, the Fall Bucket List…let’s get started!6239481883_467b4c0f14_z

1. Go apple picking (I haven’t gone since 1st grade)

2. Make an apple pie

3.Try a Pumpkin Spice Latte from Starbucks (Never had one as I don’t like pumpkin)

4. Try the recipe from Andie Mitchell for Pumpkin Doughnuts

5. Rake the leaves in my yard then jump in the pile

I hope sometime in the near future I can conquer this list and move on to my winter bucket list. My goal is to create a bucket list for each season. It gives me some goals to accomplish and to do things I’ve always wanted to do. Leave me some comments on what you would include for a fall bucket list or if you’ve ever completed everything on your list.

Much love

Photo curtesy of Masakazu Matsumoto (flickr.com)

New Website…New Me

Hi ALL! Time is upon us and I am launching my website today. I hope this site finds you well and that you tell your friends, tell your enemies, tell your neighbor. Tell everyone! Spudikk.com will feature all things food, faith, and curiosity. It’s a lifestyle blog that goes with my lifestyle. I can only pray for this blog to go viral and help someone in the long run. Also check out my youtube page and subscribe. Links to my social media is down below.

Like and view my upcoming vlogs and videos and leave comments and help me build my brand. Thanks for reading, thanks for liking, and this year is my year and it’s already truly blessed.

Much Love

20-Something Crisis: Stuck in your twenties

20somethingCould it be that at the ripe young age of 24, I’m stuffing through an early-life crisis. When I stay crisis, it seems that I’m jumping the gun. These thoughts ripple through my mind like the butterfly effect. I run over every aspect of my life in the last 24 years and rethink events in my life no matter how small. Now after graduating college and transitioning into my young adult life, I find myself feeling unfulfilled. Wait! Unfulfilled is not the word, I feel…absolutely, positively LOST! In this state I’m feeling like I have no where to turn and no one to talk to explain these odd feelings.

At 18, society expects us to pick a subject, study it, possibly master it and maneuver through life in this field. But at 18 are we really ready to take on the world and decide where we should or want to be when we grow up. I remember when I was 10-years-old and I watched “Legally Blond” starring Reese Witherspoon. It was the first time that I got to witness the awesomeness that was Apple and when something struck in me; I wanted to be a lawyer. I think it all came from the fact that Elle had an Apple laptop that propelled my fondness for law. Ten years on this earth and I settled to go to Harvard school of Law and become a lawyer thanks to a chick-flick with Reese Witherspoon (law school never happened or was thought of after I saw the price and years it took to become a lawyer).

When I finally became a teenager at 13, and we moved, I decided I wanted to be an Architect. How many black female architects do you think there is…probably as many as you’re thinking. But that dream too, quickly died as I had an enemy and his name was Math, who has haunted even to this day. Next I wanted to be an interior designer, but I decided I liked it more as a hobby then a career, then a history teacher, english teacher, until my big break happened. I applied to an internship program, producing an indie film for the summer of 2006. I didn’t think much of it until I was awarded the internship and worked in Chicago creating an indie film in a weeks time. A light bulb appeared over my head and I found what I was destined to do.

I won’t go into the full details but after switching schools three times, with my last school having been my first choice to began with, I settled into classes that taught tv production, graphic design and film under the guidance of someone who worked for Oprah. I graduated and worked as a preschool teacher until I reached a point in my life when I could say I was finally fulfilling my life’s goals. I could actually start checking things of my list.

I can feel your thoughts starring at me. I said I felt lost and I do. I got a job, in my field which is hard to do in this economy, and I felt that everything was all right. God has taken control of my life and I was finally following the path He had for me. But at the end of it all, I still feel lost. I’m lost because I fell in love with visual storytelling. Film is my passion that I chose to follow instead of a practical one. My mother always says, “if you do what you love, you’ll never work a day in your life,” but after I starting working at my current job, it feels exactly as such. It feels like a job. I no longer have passion in my heart and it shows in my work. I wake up everyday hoping that things will change and this crisis I’m trying to avert will blossom into a field of dreams. Instead I feel the dream dying and slowly swallowing me up into a dark abyss.

Your twenties is for having fun and traveling, attending high school friends weddings and just generally enjoying the clean fun of life and the small things. Yet, I feel unfulfilled as if I didn’t achieve a thing. The company I work for has won Emmy’s, but those awards don’t mean a thing to me if the passion is gone. I want to make people happy and spread the joy and peace that I have found in my savior Jesus, through the art of visual storytelling. I sit here and wonder if I would ever find my passion again. Only time will tell…

Much Love